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XES expressed in other ways. 1.A sensual picnic on the landscape of each other's bodies. 2.A sig siege of a provocative fortress with a turgid battering ram. 3.A performance at the theatre of power and pain. 4. A valentine that leads to orgasm. 5. A chance to scratch an itch.

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You are 20% evil You are not evil. Why are you taking this test? You are a nice person and are always thinking about others. Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

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The Six of Swords card reversed suggests that you might be afraid to take a chance on love after rejection, loss or defeat, but sticking close to home or making excuses may only be alienating you from someone who could serve as a guide or friend. You may not be ready to take the next step, but this could be a warning that you're ruining your own chances at happiness by being unwilling to compromise or afraid to try new opportunities. Leave behind old baggage that helped to form your comfort zone. If it isn't working for you anymore, don't keep going back for more. If you feel you are up the creek without a paddle, get out and swim for the shore.

When you are checking out a new man, wondering if he may be Mr Right, don't treat humour as a trivial diversion. Treat it as an important clue to compatibility. Because humour is such a instinctive thing, it is hard to fake. People calcualte a lot of their moves, but humour tends to be less planned. So it is more revealing. Can he laugh at himself? If he does something stupid and you satirise it perfectly, does he dissolve into life-threatening laughter and beg for mercy? If so, score one for the two of you. If his pride won't let you mock his weak points, look out. A man who needs to sustain a too-perfect image of himself, will need you to help him sustain it. And that will mean that you'll have to lie, you'll be increasing trapped in a pretend world and you'll become afraid of the truth, like he is. Never forget that laughter is your right. No one can tell you what is or isn't funny - your deepest identity depends on it.

I just can't understand the ways Of all the men and their mistakes You give them all your heart And then they rip it all away You told me how much you loved me And how our love was meant to be And I believed in you I thought that you would set me free You should've just told me the truth That I wasn't the girl for you Still, I didn't have a clue So my heart depended on you, whoa Although I'll say I hate you now Though I'll shout and curse you out I'll always have love for you Because I am a girl Been told a man will leave you cold Get sick of you and bored I know that it's no lie I gave my all, still I just cry Never again will I be fooled To give my all when nothing's true I won't be played again But I will fall in love again You should've just told me the truth That I wasn't the girl for you Still, I didn't have a clue So my heart depended on you, whoa Although I'll say I hate you now Though I'll shout and curse you out I...

Once in a while You are in my mind I think about the days that we had And i dream that these would all come back to me If only you knew every moment in time Nothing goes on in my heart Just like your memories How I want here to be with you Once more You will always gonna be the one And you should know How I wish I could have never let you go Come into my life again Oh, don't say no You will always gonna be the one in my life So true, I believe i can never find Somebody like you My first love Once in a while Your are in my dreams I can feel the warmth of your embrace And I pray that it will all come back to me If only you knew every moment in time Nothing goes on in my heart Just like your memories And how I want here to be with you Once more yah yah yah You will always be inside my heart And you should know How I wish I could have never let you go Come into my life again Please don't say no Now and forever you are still the one In my heart So true, I believe I could never find ...

aileen You sincerely believe that everything around you is beautiful, even though other people may not notice. You are a determined person and set high goals for your life.You're very careful and circumspect in all matters but you won't face any problems until they actually happen. Also you're a kind and sensitive person.You think positively about the people around you and are never prejudiced. This means others see you as a kind and gentle person. They enjoy listening to what you have to say because they respect you.You are logical, smart and inventive. Sometimes you are too cold and selfish.

Your Lovescope - Today, August 16, 2007 You have three options today, you can run away, bury yourself in the earth, or embrace wholeheartedly the apparent speeding object which comes racing towards you at full tilt. With the celestial aspect at play, you can enjoy a unique occasion with someone who although very different from the norm, and definitely a fast talker, actually suits you down to the ground. An interesting match could be forming. Your Lovescope - Tomorrow, August 17, 2007 It is amazing how friends can have such a power in our lives to sometimes influence us to do things that we have wanted to do for some time, and at other times to go against our own better judgments. Today's celestial configuration indicates that the push they give you will help you to make an important connection - one that you will not regret for a moment.

DO: Let your devotion show without getting too effusive with the words. Trying to talk like the troubadours of old is too much for modern love partners, and could prove an embarrassment to them. A sincere compliment, the touch of a hand, and a moonlight walk could do most of your talking for you. DON'T: Beg for attention. This may have worked for the poet-singers of old, but now you need to have a little dignity. Remember: You are the Monarch. You can be affectionate and loving without surrendering your pride. Your confidence is one of the most attractive things about you. Hang onto it.

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Tarot reading for me: Love: The Sun Touchstone: Temperance Career: The Judgement As these cards would suggest, Temperance and the Sun will make sure that your personal relationships are characterized by harmony and warmth today, dear aileen. Your own feelings are completely in tune with those of your significant other. You spend hours and hours talking about your future and the universe… and your interaction is sincere and full of tenderness. This climate of mutual trust and understanding gives you both a tremendous boost. At work, the perfect equilibrium generated by Judgment and Temperance guarantees that your energies will be profitably divided among the many different projects you’re engaged in. It’s a favorable time for a coming together and you impress your ideas on others tactfully but effectively. You and your colleagues are in tune and you generate a gentle strength that helps you to achieve your goals.

Your Lovescope - Today, August 6, 2007 Passion is a word that you hear often, but tend to assign to the back of your mind because it frightens you . But today, you may find that if you don't let out your real feelings , someone close to you will. This may not occur in the best of places, or in the company you would normally choose. So be very aware that you have a choice. Your horoscope - Tomorrow, August 7, 2007 Unexpected and beneficial changes could take place in your romantic life today, leoleo. If you are in a committed relationship, expect your partner to get a lucky break right now. If you are involved but not committed, your partner could suddenly propose that you move ahead with the relationship. If you are not involved, you could fall in love at first sight! This represents not only a positive change in your relationship, but your entire life as well. Enjoy! Your Lovescope - Tomorrow, August 7, 2007 You have a lot to be thankful for at the moment, right? You don't ...

The Fool card reversed suggests that being blinded by love or desire , you have the potential to fall victim to someone who may treat you carelessly or take you for granted. You could be on the brink of an exciting ride, but your love interest may not be there when the roller coaster comes to an end .