a FAT girl's diary.

1. I don't like my home. 2. I hate the one and only one person who lives with me. 3. I make it a point to remember words that people have said to hurt me. To me, words that hurt are like wounds on a beating heart, they can be heeled but never totally. 4. I'm not a fan of living though I'm not looking forward to death. 5. And everything in between just stresses me out. 6. I hate myself for not being able to control my tears well. 7. When things go wrong, I secretly blame myself for them. (Is this a sign of depression? Someone enlighten me.) 8. I'm actually afraid of feeling nothing.( When I'm dead I suppose) 9. I believe in fairy tales. But I also believe they won't happen to me. 10. I love eating because it makes me feel in control.

http://www.glamour.com/beauty/blogs/girls-in-the-beauty-department/2009/01/mac-cosmetics-says-hello-kitty.html

http://www.goodhousekeeping.com/health/advice/dropfive/

http://health.msn.com/weight-loss/articlepage.aspx?cp-documentid=100230651&gt1=31044

You might actually think math is a guy's name.

1. Noodles! In many Asian countries, long noodles are eaten on New Year's Day in order to bring a long life. One catch: You can't break the noodle before it is all in your mouth. 2. Black-Eyed Peas! A common good luck food in the southern United States, black-eyed peas are thought to bring prosperity, especially when served with collard greens. 3. Cabbage! In Germany, Ireland, and parts of the United States, cabbage is associated with luck and fortune since it is green and resembles money. 4. Lentils! Thought to resemble coins, lentils are eaten throughout Italy for good fortune in the New Year. 5. Pomegranate! Long associated with abundance and fertility, pomegranates are eaten in Turkey and other Mediterranean countries for luck in the New Year. 6. Fish! In North America, Asia, and Europe, people eat fish to celebrate the new year. In some countries, people associate fish with moving forward into the new year since fish swim forward. Other people think fish symbolize abundanc