1. I don't like my home. 2. I hate the one and only one person who lives with me. 3. I make it a point to remember words that people have said to hurt me. To me, words that hurt are like wounds on a beating heart, they can be heeled but never totally. 4. I'm not a fan of living though I'm not looking forward to death. 5. And everything in between just stresses me out. 6. I hate myself for not being able to control my tears well. 7. When things go wrong, I secretly blame myself for them. (Is this a sign of depression? Someone enlighten me.) 8. I'm actually afraid of feeling nothing.( When I'm dead I suppose) 9. I believe in fairy tales. But I also believe they won't happen to me. 10. I love eating because it makes me feel in control.
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i donnoe whether u tink my anwei is useful or not . means like sometimes i don reli understd ur prob, n then i start toking cork to anwei you, it may seem stupid.
Bt then, Reli, being stressed is part of human la. I alwaes am stressed all of the time. it sounds stupid cos currently i gt no sch. bt then i guess we humans, cnt escape frm stress.
If ur prob is Alevels, Hey, BRACE up=) i mean those ccrap about life is only yours to live is stopid. cos obviously, we have to live up to pple's expectations. This is human nature. we don want to Dui bu qi pple's hopes on us. Yet, i am gg to reassure you that there's definitely still time for you to prepare well for Alvls. it may seem confusing all those Tough sums to tacke, hectic life, and busy schedules. bt the point is to tackle one at a time.
Do ur tutorials. Cope with life as it is. Lastyr, i was also damn stressed, n its bcos of that stress that stop me frm doing my work. More stress leads to more no mood to do work, leading to more work undone.. then ultimately lead to more stress.
I noe i aint in the position to console you much, bt then i hope u brace urself up. So many pple before u have tackled Alvls, so cn you=)
If ur probs aint alvls, then i reli arent sure wat exactlyis the prob, bt still the same old words, we cnnt control our life, bt we cn hope for a better one.
Stay happy. Yinghui