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If you get there before I do Don't give up on me I'll meet you when my chores are through I don't know how long I'll be But I'm not gonna let you down Darling wait and see And between now and then Til I see you again I'll be loving you Love, Me.

All parents damage their children. It cannot be helped. Youth, like pristine glass, absorbs the prints of its handlers. Some parents smudge, others crack, a few shatter childhoods completely into jagged little pieces, beyond repair . All parents damage their children. This was their life together. Neglect.Violence. Silence . "Somebody cries in the middle of the night, the neighbours hear but they turn out the lights. A fragile soul caught in the hands of fate. When morning comes, it'll be too late. Bearing the burden of a secret storm, sometimes she wishes she was never born... Though the wind and the rain, She stands hard as a stone, In a world that she can't rise above. But her dreams gave her wings, And she files to a place where she's loved. Concrete angel. A statue stands in a shaded place. An angel girl with an upturned face. A name is written on a polished rock. A broken heart that the world forgots..." Concrete Angel's Video

Life is too short to live alone, without someone to call your own. I close my eyes and pray all my wishes come true every night I go to sleep. Until you're mine, I'll wait for you endlessly... Shower me with your love.

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First, we take an airplane there.(Singapore airlines, heehee) And, here we are! Photo taken in front of Raffles!(though you don't see him, but he's there) And recycle bins! Not to forget the "durians"! And of course the famous MERLION! They died too just to protect a low-level me....(the monsters in Singapore are just too destructive!) After losing our lifes, we decided to seek the easy way out.( we started crying on a bench...) Gradually, the saddness turned into anger.( guys can't control their temper well, can they?) Check out these cool expressions! Lastly, we ended our tour in singapore by standing tall and declaring ourselves as kings and queens of the world!( at least in Singapore, heehee. Guys really like to show off their invisible skills, don't they?) THE END.

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CRM: Computer repair man FG:Fat Girl(me) Here goes........ CRM: Good afternoon, this is acer something, may I know this thing, and also that thing, and perharps every thing? (I wasnt bothered to listen to what hes gonna say cause I just desperately wanted my comp to work properly!) FG: Erm,I need a repairman to fix my comp, it just doesnt on.... (Cutting me before I could even finish my sentence)CRM: So, is this a laptop or computer?(pronouncing computer in a very amercian way like computher) (And so to this question, I replied)FG: Hmmm, its a computher. CRM: So, im assuming it stands on a table? (Feeling puzzled)FG: Why? Ya!( wondering has he ever seen a computher that sits on a window pane?) CRM: Ok, a desktop computher, this is what we call a desktop computer. Hmmm.. FG: Oh! I see...I see... (pretending that what he just said was totally new to me. guys need some pride, dont they? anyway, he's the one whos going to fix a repairman for me, so I have to be polite and nice to him.)...

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Alright, this is the first time im even going to write my feelings on this private if not public blog...so people listen up! ( if ur interested about my personal life which i think no one except me cares.) alright, so here it is... (read on to find out) the event starts at six, and its 5.05 now.. ( ok, 5.06 to be exact) i have been thinking alot lately... (ok, not alot maybe, but still..) should i even feel that way..? ( you probably don know what feeling im feeling now, but u should know it after this post if ur not as retarded as i think ur.) alright, i admit i have been waiting for that moment ( ok, maybe its THIS moment.) which explains why this song below describe how i feel right now. ( u should understand perfectly how i feel now, if not, ur something that starts with an I and a R)

"I miss you when something really good happens, because you are the one I want to share it with. I miss you when something is troubling me, because you are the one who understands me so well. I miss you when I laugh and cry because i know that you are the one that makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear. I miss you all the time, but I miss you most when i lay awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent with eachother;for those were some of the best times of my life." "And if it all falls apart, I will know deep in my heart, the only dream that mattered had come true. In this life, I was loved by you.” “Love that we can not have is the one that lasts the longest, hurts the deepest and feels the strongest...” "Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you I had no control over.” "Love is when you shed a tear and still want him, it's when he ignores you and you still love him, it's when he love...

I called you baby, then I wont call you Said I adore you, and then ignore you, Trust me, I dont have any problem. I keep my distance and sits on fences, Puts up resistance and builds defences, Trust me, I dont have any problem. I leave you hanging on the line, Every time I changed my mind~~ First I say I wont, then I say I will, I kept you hanging on, and we're not moving on, You're standing still, trust me. I got you on your knees,trust me, I'm killing you~~ I need my own space, I'm playing mind games, Ends up at your place, saying that I'm changed Trust me, I dont have a problem. Please try to read between the lines, I've got you going out of your mind~~ First I say I wont, then I say I will, I kept you hanging on, and we're not moving on, You're standing still, trust me. I got you on your knees, trust me, I'm killing you~~ I'm killing you. I'm killing you~~ Trust me.

Your horoscope - Tomorrow, November 9, 2007 A picture of an art object from a different culture could arouse some strange feelings in you, leoleo. You won't know why, but it will spark a new interest in that culture. This probably relates to events deep in your past, which you don't remember. Go ahead and explore this new interest. It'll be intriguing, and at the same time it could help you to release old traumas or phobias. Enjoy!

1.If your friend has her hands on her hips, she's feeling aggressive. Get a handle on the argument before it escalates any further. 2.If your guy tilts his head to one side while looking at you, he thinks you're adorable. 3.Making room next to you shows your new friend that she's welcome to join you. 4.If your boyfriend crosses him arms over his chest during a fight, he's trying to create a barrier between the two of you. 5.Mirroring your boss's movements and laughing when she does will show her that you're on the same wavelength. 6.When you're interpreting body language, don't jump to conclusions after one gesture. Body language is meant to be viewed in the context of your whole experience with that person. 7.If your guy darts his eyes around the room, he's looking for an escape route. 8.Touching your mother-in-law's forearm for emphasis will show her that you're engaged in her story. 9.If your friend leaves you behind, even just to duck i...

i think im going to die soon, very soon... there is something in my eye which i cant get out...it hurts to blink, and i have no time now, bye

Your horoscope - Tomorrow, October 19, 2007 Memories from the distant past, perhaps as far back as early childhood, could keep popping into your conscious mind today, leoleo. You may feel really silly, crying over a fairy-tale your grandmother read you when you were five years old, but as embarrassing as this can be, it's actually a positive form of release. Old pain from the past, even as inane as this, can actually limit you in your current situation. Let it go and enjoy the process.

1) She insists on paying for the first date. READ: She might be a chest-thumping feminist, but chances are, she's trying to level the playing field and then get out of the game together. 2)She tries to peddle her girlfriend to you. READ: She's on to someone else, but feels bad because you're obviously interested in her. 3)She doesn't laugh at any of your jokes. READ: When girls are into you, they'll laugh at even your dull one-liners. So when you're the only one laughing, dude, the joke's on you! 4)She keeps looking at the dude at the other table during your dinner date. READ: If we can't stand looking at your face, that's a major hint about how we feel about the rest of you. 5)She takes a week to reply your SMSes. READ: We usually play it cool but a week is way too cool. We're probably only replying because there's nothing else to do at the taxi queue. 6) She tells you she doesn't know if she's lesbian. READ: Believe me, it't not...

It's not the fault of the student if he fails, because the year ONLY has 365 days. Typical academic year for a student: 1. Sundays - 52 Sundays in a year, you know Sundays are for rest. Days left 313. 2. Summer holidays - 50 where weather is very hot and difficult to study. Days left 263. 3. 8 hours daily sleep - 130 days GONE. Days left 141. 4. 1 hour for daily playing daily- (good for health) means 15 days. Days left 126. 5. 2 hours daily for food & other delicacies (chewing properly & swallowing) - means 30 days. Days left 96. 6. 1 hour per day for talking (man is a social animal) - means 15 days. Days left 81. 7. Exam days - per year at least 35 days. Days left 46. 8. Quarterly, half yearly and festival (holidays) - 40 days. Days left 6. 9. For sickness - at least 3 days. Days left 3. 10. Movies and functions- at least 2 days. 1 day left. 11. That 1 day is your birthday. How can you study on that day ?!?!?!?!?! Balance = 0 ' How can a student pass ?????' Please ...

Aries October 8, 2007 Today you may need to talk to your loved one about certain issues that have cropped up within the relationship. Suddenly you realize that there may be specific areas where you are both holding back from each other, and so need to broach the subject before it gets even more difficult in the future. Just get started, and it will all be fine. Your Lovescope - Today, October 8, 2007 The energy of the day may finally help you to realize that you have another option in the ongoing saga of your current relationship. First though, you need to engage in some serious discussion about the kind of future you envision together, and whether you are both expecting the same thing. If not, then this is what you need to attend to before it is too late.

Your Lovescope - Tomorrow, October 5, 2007 Today brings a real challenge. You usually have a very lighthearted and detached approach to romance and relationships. You are often teased about your 'take it or leave it' attitude, and accused of mainly leaving it. However, now someone will not let go, even though you may wish they would. You are going to have to persuade them of your sincerity.

Your Lovescope - Today, October 2, 2007 It is because of your unique approach that you draw a very broad mix of people to you. Today, however, you have a very good chance of attracting someone as different as yourself. You may find this a little disconcerting, because neither of you will admit to playing the romance game as it is normally played - but that doesn't mean you won't have fun. Aries October 2, 2007 The energy of the day makes you want to celebrate your togetherness with your honey bunches in a new way. If you feel you cannot bear to visit the same old places and do the same old things, then try something unique. Put your energies into doing something so different that it requires your combined efforts on all levels to get it to work. You could uncover a whole new feeling of companionship.

The Seven of Chalices card reversed suggests that setting your romantic sights too low or too high might be an attempt to deny signs of internal dissatisfaction and could put a damper on romance and intimacy. These obstacles or losses, however, could actually help you to reconcile your heart's desire by putting true love within reach or by identifying what has authentic value and appeal on a soul-deep level. After all, it might be a faulty sense of self-esteem that stands between settling and having the confidence to go for what you secretly desire. Being able to finally identify what it is you really need can expand your capacity to love. You could begin to envision your true potential or rediscover your authentic, creative and playful self, which could then enable you to better connect with what you deserve.

The Four of Pentacles card suggests that if you love something, set it free. If it returns, it is yours. If you hang on to the status quo or to a person because you fear being alone again, you may not realize you are already isolated or backed up against a wall with no way out except to change immediately. Are you restricting yourself or using your once-treasured tokens to construct an empty shell that may no longer offer luxury, security or comfort? Money can't buy happiness and you can't take it with you when you go. With the proper incentive, you can bargain your way out of the relationship dog house if you let go of some of your stubborn pride and accept the consequences.

The phone just rang. I didnt even check the caller ID to see who it was, because i knew. Who else would call this late and risk waking up Rocky (who could sleep through a war protest...and actually has)? And mum confirmed it when she looked in to say it was Michael, saying sorry to call so late but I wasnt picking up my cell and he wanted to make sure I'd made it home OK. Like I'll ever be OK again. Mum asked if I wanted to speak to him and I just looked at her and said, "Um, Michael, now is probably not the best time,' into the phone and went away. My chest feels funny. Like it's empty and hollow inside. I wonder if this is because I just barfed up the rest of my dinner or if it's because my heart has shattered into so many little pieces it's basically disappeared.

The Nine of Swords card reversed suggests that there may be a couple of ways to go with this. The first and most optimistic stance to take is that you have already experienced the moment of realization. Now you can let go or move forward, and you may be quite ready to accept the inevitable change that must come on its heels. You are putting things into perspective and not crying over spilt milk, and are confident in your assertion of no more tears and self-pity. Conversely, you may be using this moment of truth as a means of denying or ignoring the warning signs, or are overly rational to keep from losing it. If you don't want a recurrence of the pain or sorrow, take steps to move to the next level of actually letting go. It's time to accept, forgive and then raise your own standards. Then move on and mean it.

The High Priestess card suggests that a little mystery can be more of a turn-on or attraction than putting it all out there or giving it away. This strategy and the use of body language can go a long way toward satisfying your secret romantic intentions or leaving a good impression. Have faith in your plans, but don't become overly emotional or turn into an ice queen if things don't work out exactly as you expected. Never let 'em see you sweat, and don't make apologies for who you are just to feel valued by others.

Aries September 26, 2007 You will thoroughly enjoy today. There is a wonderful feeling that both you and your loved one are cosmically meant for each other, that your names have been written in the stars since the beginning of time, and that you'll be with each other for eternity... What? You've suddenly gone off that idea? Best make for a sharp exit - before it's too late. Aries September 27, 2007 There is a lot of electricity between you and your current partner (no pun intended.) But the energy of the day may cause a fuse to blow, because you have deeper feelings for someone else. If you have been waiting for that very special person who hasn't been available till recently, you may not have to wait any longer. The green light is on and means go!

The Four of Wands card suggests that you may be celebrating a commitment, consummation or reunion. The two of you are enjoying success, attention, relief or reward at the most fundamental level of your relationship. This is an experience or moment to be shared together, but you may have to also take it public for the benefit or approval of others. Dancing or a coming-out ritual may mark this rite of passage for you and your soul mate.

Your Lovescope - Week of September 24, 2007 With Venus, the planet of love and beauty, transiting your sign this week, the good luck continues to flow for you and the one you love the most. Remember that this is the time of year for you to hit the reset button on your love life. The bottom line is that it's all about you, so stop making compromises and start holding to the high standards of love and affection that you deserve. Monday and Tuesday are the strongest days of the week for you, days when you'll have the courage and the emotional confidence you need in order to take the next brave step with the one you love. Throughout the rest of the week the one you love might seem a bit cold or distant. During this time, try not to take their erratic behavior personally. Realize that this person has a great deal going on and may need a little extra breathing room. During this time, tune in to your own needs instead of looking to the one you love to fulfill you emotionally.

The Eight of Chalices card reversed suggests that reality doesn't always live up to the fantasy. Denying a joyful or romantic life because of pride, self-pity or fear is a waste. It's worth the courage, sacrifice and effort to hold out for a genuine connection rather than to give into fears of being alone. It may seem easier to fake it, stick with what you know or wish for greener pastures, but ignoring it might only increase the level of longing, regret and anxiety, revealing emptiness where trust, intimacy and fulfilled commitment could be. Choose to take the road less traveled, walk away or instinctually do what is right for you, despite fears of facing the unknown. This involves great personal struggle, but it is worth it. Should you reach a point where you know a change is due, excuses can only further sap your energy and put off the inner transformation or quest for happiness, romance and love you deserve.

Sometimes I recall how we began, and heres how we ended. It was beautiful...

Aries September 18, 2007 You may have suspected something interesting about the way a certain person looks at you. Today you have the chance to actually find out how this person really does feel. Although this may initially be a little awkward, you will soon find that you share quite a rapport that will create a wonderful start to a relationship. Passion enters your life at last Aries September 19, 2007 Today you will be meeting new people, and also enjoying the many new contacts that you make. One of these meetings may also involve a face from the past, someone for whom you once cared and then forgot as time passed by. Now you find each other again, and what transpires may take you completely by surprise. Have a great day!

Your Lovescope - Tomorrow, September 19, 2007 You will adore today, as it is the kind of occasion when things go haywire, relationships jump out of the blue, and the world seems to go a little crazy in a wonderful way. You could meet someone you click with immediately. You just know this is it. Trust your instincts on this one, as they are seldom wrong.

Do you suspect that your boy is hiding something? Body language and interaction with other people tell you a lot about a person. Look out for these signs to spot if he's a LIAR! Crossed Arms - When people are interacting with others and have their arms crossed or folded, it is seen as a "defensive mode". This proves that the person is uncomfortable and probably has something to hide! Nod / Shake - A nod or head shake (instead of answering questions verbally) shows that there is something in the question that they don't wish to answer. If they didn't have something to hide, they would answer your question confidently and with full detail! Voice - Sometimes it's hard to spot a liar over the phone. If your boy mumbles or talks to you in a fast chatter, it proves that they are nervous about something - so listen carefully! Actions - It's never promising when your boy tells you that he's going somewhere when he is really going somewhere else. If you suspect...

my eyes hurt from crying my heart hurts from trying my wrist hurts from cutting and in the end i have nothing

The Nine of Swords card suggests that you should try to contain your emotions until you have everything in order. Later you can retreat into your comfort zone and let it all out -- the regret or guilt that sticks like a thorn and keeps you from confronting shattered romantic illusions. Be aware that the fear or sorrow hanging over your head could be taking its toll on your love life or relationship. If this torment is recurring, realize that it isn't about what you have done to deserve this, but more about the natural consequences of something you have been unable to see clearly until now. This is about that moment of painful yet necessary realization. You know you can't go on like this anymore -- there is no going back. Inevitable change must come.

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XES expressed in other ways. 1.A sensual picnic on the landscape of each other's bodies. 2.A sig siege of a provocative fortress with a turgid battering ram. 3.A performance at the theatre of power and pain. 4. A valentine that leads to orgasm. 5. A chance to scratch an itch.

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The Six of Swords card reversed suggests that you might be afraid to take a chance on love after rejection, loss or defeat, but sticking close to home or making excuses may only be alienating you from someone who could serve as a guide or friend. You may not be ready to take the next step, but this could be a warning that you're ruining your own chances at happiness by being unwilling to compromise or afraid to try new opportunities. Leave behind old baggage that helped to form your comfort zone. If it isn't working for you anymore, don't keep going back for more. If you feel you are up the creek without a paddle, get out and swim for the shore.

When you are checking out a new man, wondering if he may be Mr Right, don't treat humour as a trivial diversion. Treat it as an important clue to compatibility. Because humour is such a instinctive thing, it is hard to fake. People calcualte a lot of their moves, but humour tends to be less planned. So it is more revealing. Can he laugh at himself? If he does something stupid and you satirise it perfectly, does he dissolve into life-threatening laughter and beg for mercy? If so, score one for the two of you. If his pride won't let you mock his weak points, look out. A man who needs to sustain a too-perfect image of himself, will need you to help him sustain it. And that will mean that you'll have to lie, you'll be increasing trapped in a pretend world and you'll become afraid of the truth, like he is. Never forget that laughter is your right. No one can tell you what is or isn't funny - your deepest identity depends on it.

I just can't understand the ways Of all the men and their mistakes You give them all your heart And then they rip it all away You told me how much you loved me And how our love was meant to be And I believed in you I thought that you would set me free You should've just told me the truth That I wasn't the girl for you Still, I didn't have a clue So my heart depended on you, whoa Although I'll say I hate you now Though I'll shout and curse you out I'll always have love for you Because I am a girl Been told a man will leave you cold Get sick of you and bored I know that it's no lie I gave my all, still I just cry Never again will I be fooled To give my all when nothing's true I won't be played again But I will fall in love again You should've just told me the truth That I wasn't the girl for you Still, I didn't have a clue So my heart depended on you, whoa Although I'll say I hate you now Though I'll shout and curse you out I...

Once in a while You are in my mind I think about the days that we had And i dream that these would all come back to me If only you knew every moment in time Nothing goes on in my heart Just like your memories How I want here to be with you Once more You will always gonna be the one And you should know How I wish I could have never let you go Come into my life again Oh, don't say no You will always gonna be the one in my life So true, I believe i can never find Somebody like you My first love Once in a while Your are in my dreams I can feel the warmth of your embrace And I pray that it will all come back to me If only you knew every moment in time Nothing goes on in my heart Just like your memories And how I want here to be with you Once more yah yah yah You will always be inside my heart And you should know How I wish I could have never let you go Come into my life again Please don't say no Now and forever you are still the one In my heart So true, I believe I could never find ...

aileen You sincerely believe that everything around you is beautiful, even though other people may not notice. You are a determined person and set high goals for your life.You're very careful and circumspect in all matters but you won't face any problems until they actually happen. Also you're a kind and sensitive person.You think positively about the people around you and are never prejudiced. This means others see you as a kind and gentle person. They enjoy listening to what you have to say because they respect you.You are logical, smart and inventive. Sometimes you are too cold and selfish.

Your Lovescope - Today, August 16, 2007 You have three options today, you can run away, bury yourself in the earth, or embrace wholeheartedly the apparent speeding object which comes racing towards you at full tilt. With the celestial aspect at play, you can enjoy a unique occasion with someone who although very different from the norm, and definitely a fast talker, actually suits you down to the ground. An interesting match could be forming. Your Lovescope - Tomorrow, August 17, 2007 It is amazing how friends can have such a power in our lives to sometimes influence us to do things that we have wanted to do for some time, and at other times to go against our own better judgments. Today's celestial configuration indicates that the push they give you will help you to make an important connection - one that you will not regret for a moment.

DO: Let your devotion show without getting too effusive with the words. Trying to talk like the troubadours of old is too much for modern love partners, and could prove an embarrassment to them. A sincere compliment, the touch of a hand, and a moonlight walk could do most of your talking for you. DON'T: Beg for attention. This may have worked for the poet-singers of old, but now you need to have a little dignity. Remember: You are the Monarch. You can be affectionate and loving without surrendering your pride. Your confidence is one of the most attractive things about you. Hang onto it.

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Tarot reading for me: Love: The Sun Touchstone: Temperance Career: The Judgement As these cards would suggest, Temperance and the Sun will make sure that your personal relationships are characterized by harmony and warmth today, dear aileen. Your own feelings are completely in tune with those of your significant other. You spend hours and hours talking about your future and the universe… and your interaction is sincere and full of tenderness. This climate of mutual trust and understanding gives you both a tremendous boost. At work, the perfect equilibrium generated by Judgment and Temperance guarantees that your energies will be profitably divided among the many different projects you’re engaged in. It’s a favorable time for a coming together and you impress your ideas on others tactfully but effectively. You and your colleagues are in tune and you generate a gentle strength that helps you to achieve your goals.

Your Lovescope - Today, August 6, 2007 Passion is a word that you hear often, but tend to assign to the back of your mind because it frightens you . But today, you may find that if you don't let out your real feelings , someone close to you will. This may not occur in the best of places, or in the company you would normally choose. So be very aware that you have a choice. Your horoscope - Tomorrow, August 7, 2007 Unexpected and beneficial changes could take place in your romantic life today, leoleo. If you are in a committed relationship, expect your partner to get a lucky break right now. If you are involved but not committed, your partner could suddenly propose that you move ahead with the relationship. If you are not involved, you could fall in love at first sight! This represents not only a positive change in your relationship, but your entire life as well. Enjoy! Your Lovescope - Tomorrow, August 7, 2007 You have a lot to be thankful for at the moment, right? You don't ...

The Fool card reversed suggests that being blinded by love or desire , you have the potential to fall victim to someone who may treat you carelessly or take you for granted. You could be on the brink of an exciting ride, but your love interest may not be there when the roller coaster comes to an end .

Your Results: You're a Big-Hearted Bear Although one animal is usually dominant, keep in mind that "we all have tendencies of all four animals," says Hadady. Here are the typical characteristics of a Bear: Face Shape: Broad, round or square. Body type: Often stocky, carry excess weight in the belly. Social style: You love to socialize with friends and family and often cook, sing or tell jokes. Spirit: You crave the comfort and fulfillment of meaningful relationships, but too often you settle for a pastry instead. With others you are: Compassionate, warm and patient. Best traits: Loving and kind. Worst traits: Inadaptable to change, overly sensitive Ideal job: One where you can freely express your words, thoughts and feelings; one that involves food. Bears are often writers, teachers or chefs. Food cravings: Sweets. Unfortunately, your sweet tooth puts you at risk for abdominal obesity and diabetes. Worst eating habit: Turning to food in times of emotional stress. Ideal ex...

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When we're together, I miss you. When we're apart, I miss you. When you're near, I miss you. When you're far, I miss you. When you're around, I miss you. When you're gone, I miss you. Can't remember the last time I felt this way about someone.

I feel the wind blow in this place. There I see the stars beyond this window pane. Shining so bright, here in this night, here I feel a sense of love. Deep in my heart, I cry for u. Every tear that falls feels like a wound, the stars in the skies gently shines, taking away my pain.. I hear a voice gently saying, "Don't be afraid.". I feel a warmth come over me as I sleep in their embrace. And even though I do not have the strength to go on, even though I try to hold on, this love would never ever be meant for me, but I'll keep on smiling. Even though my dreams won't come true, I'll remember every moment with you. Like the stars that shine forever, I'll treasure my love... for you...

Alright, after all those misunderstandings, either by my close friends or any of my relatives, i seriously feel an urgent need to explain myself clearly. Here goes... (a) I'M NOT DEPRESSED. (b) I'M NOT IN A BOY-GIRL RELATIONSHIP. (c) I'M NOT WHAT YOU CALLED "BEING EMO IN BLOGS". ( but if you insist, i guess i cant do anything) (d) ALL POSTINGS HERE ARE NOT ACCORDING TO MY PERSONAL EXPERIENCES. (at least now I do not have any tiny bit of intention in writing anything about my private life here, if not, why is it called private in the first place?) (e) ALL CONTENT HERE ARE NOT ORGINALLY CREATED BY ME. (I copied it from magazines and the net if you really want to know) (f) ALL CONTENT HERE DO NOT REFER TO ANYONE I KNOW OR ANYONE YOU KNOW I KNOW OR ANYONE KNOWN. ( its totally up to the reader[refering to you, yes you] to link these contents to that imaginary character in your mind) (g) ALL CONTENT HERE ARE FICTIONAL LIKE HOW THE TITLE OF THIS BLOG SUGGESTS.

I had alot of walls and alot of guards,emotionally, to myself. He was really the first person that made me feel I could let all those guards down. Whatever your difficult time, maybe, I think everyone needs someone who represent some sort of saviour in their lives, that come in and get you out of that black hole of whatever bad feeling you're going through and make you remember all the positive and beautiful things that are going on around you. And that's what he does for me. He's constantly saving me from myself. I think a lot of us can act as our own worst enemies at times, digging nuts for ourselves and making things out to be worse than they really are. And he always brings me out of those nuts.

" You dont have to be perfect, because to me, ur already perfection. You dont need to impress me, I've already fallen for you. Just love me, thats all u have to do."

Though you travelled so far, boy, im sorry you are 25 minutes too late.. Against the wind, i'm going home again, wishing me back to the time when we were more than friends.

So many people all around the world, tell me where do i find someone like you...show me that wonders can be true, they say nothing last forever... love is now or never, be my guiding star, show me the way to your heart... Standing on a mountain high, looking at the moon through the clear blue sky... they don really comprehend, just give me your hand and hold me, show me what love is, its easy, take me to your heart...